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Raven Daegmorgan
22 August 2009 @ 10:16 pm

I am in a super bad mood tonight, and I don't know why.

Maybe it's my birthday coming up and I am resigned to it sucking as usual (honestly, I don't care about holidays any longer, and they annoy/depress me more than they give me any sort of joy).

My mom asks, "What do you want for your birthday?" And I tell her I don't know. Because I don't.

Really, there's only two things I'd like: a Kindle or comparable e-book reader, or that spiffy swiveling touch-screen laptop I mentioned a bit back. Beyond that, not really wanting anything. Both are significantly out of the price range of my family to give as gifts, so I won't bother asking.

I used to ask for RPGs, books, and video games, but I have plenty of them. More RPGs than I'll ever actually play, anyways.

Really, the stuff I'm looking for right now is to increase my productivity or enjoyment of various media (especially being untethered from a workstation), which is what the two things I actually want would do.

Or maybe its the fact that the house is a sty right now. We really need to get the laundry finished, and Jen keeps saying she's going to help with it, but shit keeps coming up and getting in the way, or it gets forgotten/ignored, so it keeps piling up. It's really just getting to me.

And the basement is still a mess from the flooding and needs a really good mopping, plus I FUCKING HATE dealing with the cat box. Ugh.

I'm stuck at the house all the time. I'm still in too bad of shape to go back to work. Did a stress exam the other day, and my life stress is extremely high, which can't be helping. I didn't even realize until I looked at it on paper.

I have a billion things to do which are just too exhausting, so they don't get done, and I end up beating myself up about them later. Which I mostly try not to do, but some of them are things I can't put off but am.

Might explain why I'm sleeping 10 hours a night and still not feeling rested.

Blah, blah, blah. Anyways, just *grumble*.

 
 
Raven Daegmorgan
02 August 2009 @ 12:02 pm

I like the idea of buying indie comics, and I would if it were easy to find good indie comics.

Unfortunately, the only place I know of (IndyPlanet) has one of the absolute worst systems for finding or even browsing comics: their "genres" aren't even remotely sorted (there are fairy tales in the sci-fi section for gods sakes, and that's the LEAST of the sorting errors...basically, trying to sort-by-genre is pointless), half (literally HALF) of their thumbnails are broken or simply missing (with no backup text links for anything, so you don't even know WHAT'S missing), they don't sort by series but by individual issues with no decent option to browse by series, there's a wishlist option with no easy way back to it once you've added something, and series don't have pages where you can read about them (again, only individual issues).

It is literally one of the worst sites for usability I've ever come across, and clearly doesn't understand the needs or habits of its audience. Hell, the webmaster has clearly never even looked at another comics sales site.

 
 
Raven Daegmorgan
06 March 2009 @ 05:48 am

...because I'm sure most of you don't care... )

That's a rant, though. And it's unfair. I know some--if not many--of these people are fine and upstanding individuals who have gotten sucked into this along with everyone else. Who, like me, have let their tempers and sense of loyalty get the best of them, who are generally good and reasonable people who want to do good in the world and help others, just like the folks on this side. They aren't devils, and neither are we.

So two things:

First, I know I need to shut-up about this. I'm probably boring and annoying all of you, for which I apologize. And yet I find I can't because it is a huge pet peeve, and one of my friends just keeps getting trashed in post after post with increasingly transparent half-truths. And I'm being trashed for sticking up for that friend, against hypocrisy, and against lies and half-truths.

Second, I know for a fact I did not behave myself as well as I SHOULD have. As we know, I have a temper and I get passionate about things. I know I blew my top at some people who did not deserve it (and definitely at some people who did deserve it, too) because they were arguing in good faith and I was angry at all the people arguing in bad faith. Which is my own bit of hypocrisy to own up to.

I'm going to post about the anger issue soon. But now I think perhaps I should follow Elizabeth Bear's advice and take a two month moratorium on the subject. I'll try to stick to that: feel free to remind me if I don't.

 
 
Current Mood: annoyed
 
 
Raven Daegmorgan
03 March 2009 @ 09:33 pm

It was like watching kids piling off one short bus after another, screaming and babbling incoherently. Like a bunch of creationists flooding a evolutionary biology conference, full of righteous fury and poorly educated sacred positions, and none too keen on bothering to educate themselves about the actual topic, or gods forbid, the facts.

 
 
Raven Daegmorgan
24 August 2008 @ 09:11 pm

Sadly, not about zombies in Las Vegas.

I had three hours of sleep the other night. Went to bed at 2am, woke up sometime around 5am and couldn't fall back asleep, brain kept going over-and-over the shit going on with my card group and wouldn't let go. Woke up exhausted. Not needing that on top of everything else.

...crap about cards... )

...adhd deniers... )

 
 
Raven Daegmorgan
04 May 2008 @ 11:18 am

BTW, the first draft of the last entry had a few righteous "fuck"s in it, but I'm trying to cut back on the swearing and save it for REALLY important bitch-fests, like when I complain about you unmarried twenty-somethings like a good grognard.

Amusingly, the other day I did actually yell, in all seriousness "You damn kids get off my lawn before I call the cops!" at the damn kids in the neighborhood. The fact that they were trashing my kids' toys and being rude little bastards might have had something to do with that, though.

Fuckin' kids. No respect for anyone else's property. Fuckin' lazy parents more interested in drinking and TV than controlling their spawn. PARENTING LICENSES! It's not just a good idea, it should be THE LAW! Fuck!

(See?)

 
 
Raven Daegmorgan
04 May 2008 @ 06:33 am

I've been aware for some time that the Wild Hunt Studios website isn't exactly a stunning piece of visual design (though the coding was a pain in the ass), and since your website is basically an advertisement for your company and products, it needs a facelift.

The current design was originally thrown together as a placeholder until I could come up with something a little more catchy and visually intriguing (never underestimate the ability of a design to draw visitors, who may come just to look...but note, they did indeed come).

The aggravating part is that I used to be a world-class web designer and worked in the field for years, but for whatever reason once I left the business my design skills left me. Design work has been frustration and failure over the last few years. For examples, note the differences in design between Electric Ghosts and ORX, or my websites from the 90's and my current set of sites.

Seriously, I used to receive actual fan-mail about my sites that read along the lines of, "I have to confess, I browse to your site daily just to look at it. It's beautiful!" This wasn't fan mail about the content, just the presentation.

Thus, obviously I can do it...but where did it go? The stuff I have now is tame, constrained, uninspired. So I'm soliciting feedback, suggestions, and pity (hah! This is LJ, afterall). Seriously, though. Other sites to look at, specific designs to take inspiration from, critiques of the current layout/graphics/design would all be appreciated.

 
 
Current Mood: frustrated
 
 
Raven Daegmorgan

Yesterday sucked. Nine-and-a-half hours straight through, no breaks. Gah. Plus I unintentionally insulted someone I respect and so felt just "ugh" about that situation all day. Yay, internet: the greatest tool for communication ever invented that doesn't work!

Today, back at work again. Oy. I was sick of being here yesterday. Icing on the icky-cake.

I have tomorrow off, at least, then I'm producing at least two, maybe three, evening games this week. I'd actually be producing a game next Saturday evening, too, but I'll be out of town taking a day off for a Vampire tourney in the Cities. My boss isn't too happy about the timing, given:

1) the person I switched shifts with ended up not being able to work that day thanks to unforeseen personal issues and

2) I am the only person (other than him) who is trained to/knows how to run the equipment for the games.

I feel bad about leaving the station in the lurch, but I'd unfortunately committed to going well before I knew about the game. That included a promise to take a bunch of folks down with me who don't have a ride otherwise.

Though given the number of freaking shifts and other various work forth I've covered for other folks around here the last couple months, I feel bad, but I don't feel TOO bad. Still, I have to wonder if this is going to screw me for getting the time off for Forge Midwest.

Gods know there are times being the most consistent and reliable employee is a pain. Maybe I should take ridiculous amounts of time off, just not show up when I'm scheduled, never cover for anyone else or pull doubles, leave my work for everyone else, never learn how to run the equipment correctly, and etc. like half the other employees we've had.

Too bad I prefer being dependable and invested in the success of my workplace, especially when I like the job as much as I do.

 
 
Raven Daegmorgan
05 March 2008 @ 12:09 am

So Jen picked up a DS for what us po' folk like to call Second Christmas, and she also picked up Zelda: the Phantom Hourglass for me, even though I don't own a DS. But I am a manly man and so I play it using her pink DS, secure in my masculinity.

Ok, I'm lying: I whine about it like a bitch. I mean, it's PINK. Fuck. The bedroom sheets are pink, the pillow cases are pink, and now the DS is pink? COME ON!

Regardless, I have spent the last week or so playing Zelda and completely neglecting my Xbox 360 and Assassin's Creed. In fact, I played it so long one night that I was physically sore, mentally exhausted, and beginning to hate the game, yet I couldn't put the damn thing down.

Honestly, it was a bit like eating too much cake: you can never have enough cake, until you've had too much and the very thought of more cake makes you want to gag, until the following morning when you think, "Ummmm, cake," and lick your lips expectantly, like a zombie about to bite down into some fine, fresh, irresistible brains. Ummmm, braiiiinssss...I mean cake.

Also, Jen has out-written me. Over twenty-five thousand words and a complete short story in a week. I would shake my fist at her but what's the point? I would only be shaking my fist at myself. And sleeping on the couch...which is occasionally more comfortable than the bed...hrm...

Ok, so I won't because I'd only be shaking my fist at myself.

But I am very happy for her, and grumbly (...wish I could write twenty-five thousand words in a week...mumble, mumble, grr...) The rest of us un-gifted peons should commiserate now. I'll buy the alcohol.

 
 
Raven Daegmorgan
Wow, thanks for asking! If you must know, I'll be cursing quite a bit.

Why? Thanks for asking. I'll be reinstalling Windows XP. Yep, my last install has reached the end of its life-cycle.

Read more... )

So, what will I be doing this weekend? Installing a fresh copy of Windows XP while praying and swearing -- probably in combination -- and transferring all my settings and data over to the new installation. And reinstalling every piece of friggin' software I regularly utilize.

Except I just realized my working copy of XP only does fresh installs on a completely blank drive. If the drive isn't blank, it conveniently wipes the whole thing for me.

So, first, I will be pulling my wife's computer out of it's cubby to take it apart, slave my main drive to that machine so I can back-up all the data and settings on it before I have to wipe it. Joy. This requires crawling behind her desk to plug and unplug crap six times, plus putzing in her cramped case twice.

Weekend? Wait...I have a family and a job, right? Thanks for pointing that out! You're exactly right, so I'll see you guys sometime next week! (at the earliest)

And yes, right now I CAN hear your voice, Nathan, telling me the same thing you did the last time I went through this: "You should be running Linux." Blast you, Banks! Blast you and your inspidly utilitarian advice!
 
 
Current Mood: frustrated
 
 
 
 

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